i have a problem with making rash decisions over these last couple of years. i'm going to go abroad for a couple months maybe because i have an under the table job in the middle of nowhere. i'm going to buy a one way ticket to somewhere i've never been and then live there. i'm going to get a masters degree in something i've never done.

i'm just swinging punches into the dark and waiting to for one of them to hit something solid.